Aku Ke?

On May 1st, lepaked with my SoulSisters. Lama tak jumpa... mengikut perkiraan, adalah 2 tahun. Haha. We suck at meet-ups, seriously.

Seperti biasa, memang tugas aku untuk ingat nama batchmate yang my two Sisters jumpa tapi tak ingat nama. Siapa yang aku ingat tempat dia bertugas, bolehlah kot, Insya Allah, aku supply nama. Aku pun, processor dalaman ni pun dah makin usang.

Methinks I've forgotten half of my batchmates. Apologies, comrades. Tapi, at least aku elok sikitlah dari KSri & Shiefa, hahahahahahaha.

Tapi ada sesetengah tu, description punyalah vague, unless aku boleh masuk dalam memori diorang untuk lihat kembali siapa yang mereka terserempak tu, for sure aku pun tak boleh nak solve mystery siapakah gerangan yang diorang jumpa.

Ni geng-geng Eric ngan Minwoo ni... perlu lebih banyak DHA XD

Seperti lazim, akak2 kesayanganku bertanya... "cik adik manis bila lagi?"

Hmm. Ntahlah. Bila ye?

Nantilah 12 May ni I nak discuss dengan Abang ChoongJae bila dia sampai Malaysia nanti XD
Volehhhhhh???
Haha.

No, seriously. Ntahlah. perhaps because I'm too comfortable at where I am, it's not a priority to me anymore. You could say, I stopped thinking about it 5 years ago.

Egads. 5 years have passed. Time passes so quickly when you stopped thinking about pembinaan masjid.

It's both a good and bad thing. Good, in that I'm not depressed or saddened by it, I'm just going on and on with life.

Bad... because I'm not even trying. I've totally shoved it out of my consciousness.

They want me to try again. It's not as if I'm actively avoiding it... it's just... I'm not sure if I can open up myself to that kind of thing anymore.

I'm a creature of routine. Of stability. I like the familiar. I hate rocking my little world.

I'm not sure I can do this again, honestly.

Return of the Wayward Blogger

Gosh, who knew I would totally, utterly suck at blogging this time around? You'd think I'd gotten into the groove already by now. After all, I've been blogging since 2004.

Bloody hell. That's 9 years worth of rambling ntah apa-apa, okay. Who knew I had a lot to say?

So what's been up since my last update over a month ago?

1. Lunafly in Malaysia

Attended their mini showcase/concert/whatever at Taylor's Lakeside campus with EmmaBemma. I've always been a bit of a fan, but I was utterly blown away by them Lunafly boys. Omaigashhhhhhh they are such a talented bunch. I wish them the best in the careers, honestly.

Of course, it's no secret I adoredoredore Yun's voice to bits. Sam has a smexy rasp to his and Teo's is surprisingly very pleasant.

Sam is charming. Teo is a fluffball. Yun is a quiet dork. Hahahahahaha.

Am now utterly addicted to their cover of Justin Bieber's 'As Long As You Love Me'

2. MQA Interview

MQA came over to UNIRAZAK a few weeks ago and conducted an interview with the Masters students regarding our courses. They spent a few minutes observing our classes prior to the interview. They asked how classes were conducted, did we have any suggestions to improve classes.

It wasn't as nerve-wracking as I thought it would be. But honestly, I hate it when people ask me point-blank questions and expect me to memorize jargon. Heolllllll. Rote memorizing is so last century, please. *flips tudung*

3. General Elections

The GE is literally right around the corner. And OMG the amount of mudslinging is unprecedented, I tell you. It's come to a point that I'm not reading the papers or watching the news at all.

I'm so sick and tired of y'all trying to undermine each other. Can't you instead highlight your good qualities without putting someone else down?

My heart hurts.

What Name Tiger Part Deux

A continuation of this.

So I emailed admin about using my IELTS results in lieu of the english test. Admin kata... tak payahlah. Pi jer lah dok buat test tu.

Sighhh... kiranya results IELTS aku tu tak laku lah kat korang, ek? In the immortal words of Faisal, "FINE, LA!"

So on the 16th, kitorang pun berbodong-bondong la ke lab computer untuk buat english test tu.

Hey, at least dapat keluar awal dari kelas HCD yang sangat membosankan. Honestly, I've not consumed that much coffee ever in my life, tapi sejak masuk kelas HCD ni, kalau tak de kopi, alamat tidur sambil berdengkur laaaa....

So bertanyalah aku kepada juniors yang dah ambik test tu. Cenggana bentuknya? They said that there's an initial multiple choice answer section. Based on how well you do in that section, they'll give you a topic for a short essay.

Basically, kalau markah MCA tu hampeh, dapatlah topik karangan yang mudah. Muahahahaha. Itu tanduk sudah keluar daaa...

So pi la buat exam tu. Main klik-klik-klik je kan. Tak fikir panjang dah. Pastu dengan gumbiranya pi depan nak ambik tajuk karangan Tengok-tengok....

HAMPEH! ASBESTOSIS BTULLAR! Aku main tekan-tekan je pun dapat kategori paling terbaik. Dapat tajuk karangan paling susahhhh... uwaaa!!!

Gila la. Tajuk dia aku tengok macam familiar... baru aku teringat. Weih! Ni tajuk exam IELTS aku haritue! Double hampeh asbestosis!

Hmm. Tak tau lah diorang publish ke tak results dia. Karangan tu pun aku buat sambil lewa. Hehe.

What Name Tiger?

Hmmm.

Hmmm.

Ntahlah aku pun tak tau apalah matlamat diorang ni.

Dapat emel dari pihak uni suruh pi english proficiency test. Kekononnya nak gauge kita punya mastery of the language untuk mempertingkatkan mutu gaya hidup - eh? - mutu gaya persembahan - double eh? - mutu pendidikan dan pembelajaran degree yang diorang offer.

Adehlah cik mek molek weihhh... dah terhantuk baru nak tergadah. Patutnya buat awal-awal haritue la, awat la ni dah separuh jalan baru nak buat?

Kalau baru sedar sekarang, implement pada budak baru la, kami yang dah separuh jalan ni tak payah le nak uji lagi. Kalau uji pastu dapat keputusan tak memuaskan, baru nak buat remedial english classes ke?

Sayang semuanya, sudah terlambat... haaa kan aku dah start menyanyi!

Membebel tu memang sahih lagi nyata, lah, kan. Hehehe.

Hantar email respond tanya kalau results IELTS haritue boleh guna. Iyelah, masa enroll haritue results IELTS aku masih valid, la ni tak valid dahlah. 

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Tak kira, aku nak cuba guna jugak.

Meh kita tengok apa kesudahannya nanti!

Struggling

There are some days, without rhyme nor reason, that you just cannot pick yourself up off the floor.

Been spending too much time thinking about things that could've would've might've been.

Been torturing myself listening to this song below. Ailee's 'Heaven'.

It's a beautiful song, but not good for my mental health right now.

Represent!

If you only watch one MV on Youtube this whole week, please, please, PLEASE just watch this one


I cannot even begin to express how much I love love LOVE this song. It sounds so good, it's like candy to my ears.

Tiger JK, Yoon Mirae and Bizzy have outdone themselves. Seriously. This is the first song I've ever bought off iTunes, I'll have you know. It's perfect. PERFECT.

Perfection.

It is now my ringtone, haha.

MFBTY!

Kyaaaaa Fanfic!

Ohmygoshhhhh am supposed to be completing my assignment for compensation class, but what I'm doing instead is *ahem* acquiring Eric's dramas that Bee so kindly shared... and I stumbled upon a list of Shinhwa fanfics that she recommended!

Weeeeeee!

Y'all have no idea how hard it is to sort through weird fanfics and find those that are pretty satisfying to read. ohmygassshhhhh Bee is so so so kind.

Yes. I know. I sound about 16. Pbbbttthhh.

And as if I don' have enough books to read already. *stares at my ever-growing to-be-read pile. errr...*

Hehe. Whattt?

I'll try and be a good gilr and wait until after my compensation exam to read them fanfics. 'Try' would be the key word here...

Muahahahaha...

So.... guess who is coming to Malaysia on the 30th of March 2013?

LUNAFLY!!!

Guess who has tickets to watch them live?

ME!!!

Muahahaha.

Well, actually, Emma and I. Hehe. Am super stoked. Them boys are superduperohmygyuuuuu talented.

I know many people who adore Sam's voice, but I've always preferred Yun's. And Teo's a talented vocalist as well, and am oddly fascinated watching him bang stuff around. Haha.

Cannot wait. Am superduper excited to watch talented people. Hohoho.

Here, have a LUNAFLY vid where they cover Bruno Mars' 'Just the Way You Are'. So Nice.

Eyecandy

I'm not sure from where I got this from, but dangggg I adore the colour of INFINITE's Dongwoo's hair. It's a pretty colour!

Also, Dongwoo's one of the very few INFINITE boys I can actually identify. The other would be Hoya, due to them looking wayyyy different from their group members. I still can't differentiate the others.

Time Travel

If I could turn back time, this would be what I'd tell my younger self.

Don't settle. Never settle.

It's better this way.