Tuesday, June 03, 2014


There are times when I'm hit by this inexplicable feeling of sadness. Of melancholy.

What am I doing here, really?

And when times like these happen...

... I miss you.

Sunday, June 01, 2014

Missing The Maknae

Made this some time back when they did a mini-vid for Andy for his birthday, I believe.

I am definitely missing the maknae. Loads.

Saturday, November 16, 2013


A few months back, a classmate of mine was talking to a lecturer of mine and somehow my name came up.

My lecturer said that "That girl has a different outlook."


Never paid it any mind until today, when I tweeted a different perspective of an issue.

And I realized... huh. Maybe my brain *does* operate differently.

Monday, October 14, 2013

Superduper Early

This is my superduper early birthday present from EmmaBemma. She knows her ChuTa wayyyy too well, eh? Hehehehehehe.

I'm sooo touched. Haha! 

KLong, when she saw the notebook Emma had ordered for me:
Sukalah ChuTa awak tu. Penyanyi Korea dia. Hmpfh.

Yes, KLong... Ita suka suka suka!

Thank you, EmSki!

Friday, October 11, 2013

Of Old Friends and Colleagues

Spent the morning with Ho. It was good to see him again, that familiar face that I used to see, day in and day out, without fail for more than 5 years.

He's still the same old Ho. With the same old habits and peculiarities. And perhaps I'm the same old Rin, with the same old eccentricities?
So we went from one furniture shop to the other. It was a good thing he was around - him, the experienced furniture buyer - as I was practically clueless at what questions one was supposed to ask! Well, what do I know? My thoughts were all just 'pretty', 'ugly', 'dangggg expensive!'.

Settled on some stuff, tho. L-shaped sofa. And a simple, wooden bed... as opposed to a steel/iron one I wanted before. Yes, Ho managed to talk me out of that.

What he didn't manage to talk me out of is checking-out the 4-poster beds. He was pretty surprised to see that there were quite a number of 4-poster beds! Me, too! Who knew they were still in fashion?

Is it possible for me to finally finally have a 4-poster bed? Ehehehehehehehehe~

Anyway, there'll be a Homedec exhibition at KL Convention Centre. Split into 2 parts, Part 1 will be held from the 17th to 20th October 2013, and Part 2 will be from the 24th until the 27th October 2013. More info can be found on their official website.

So, yeah... checking that out first before buying anything.

We had lunch at Sushi King - he was surprised, he thought I didn't eat Japanese. This was an indication of how long we've not hung out together...

Also... Ho got me some souvenirs from Bangkok. He did his internship there.

Bangkok - NaRaYa bag and a pin from Chulalongkorn University!

It was... a productive day. It was good to see old friends.

Tuesday, October 08, 2013


I don't think I've ever not want my birthday to arrive. Why did I agree to such torture? I plead temporary insanity.

It's because I adore you, that I think 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' should be applied to our relationship.

Monday, October 07, 2013

Sign of the Times?

Maybe I am old-fashioned. Maybe I'm a prude.

But I don't see the necessity of using such coarse language all the time. Macam tak sakit telinga ke dengar bahasa yang sungguh kasar. Perkataan yang sangat kasar diucapkan, diluahkan?

Mungkin aku yang hidup terlalu sheltered.

Begini rupanya rakyat. Baru ku tahu?

Ye. Umpama katak bawah tempurung.

Mungkin aku tak cukup hipster.

Maaf, tapi pada saya... bahasa masih jiwa bangsa. Tak kisahlah bahasa apa, bangsa mana.

Sunday, October 06, 2013


I love you, Cookie Monster, but this is the philosophy that's making me fat.

Wait, did you say A cookie? I read that as LOTS AND LOTS of cookies.

Whoopsies. My bad.


Saturday, October 05, 2013

Woe Is Me

Sometimes the favoritism is so blatant, it leaves you speechless.

It doesn't matter how old you get, it'll still sting. You'll never really get over it.

You patch your heart up only to have them scratch at it with a rusty nail :(

Friday, October 04, 2013

Still Female

I don't wear jewelry. Much.

And yet these days I find myself putting on these bracelets everyday.

Damn, Shinhwa, what have you done to me?